There is a change in me.
I'm not so...jaded...as I thought I was.
Since I've been at the cafe, I've realized, I don't really hate people. Gosh,. for the longest time I did. ugh. But lately I've noticed that the kinds of things that use to bug me, just, don't. I know that people are dumb, so it must be me who has changed. Being nice, or liking people still doesn't come naturally to me, but this shift is interesting.
Not sure if it's been my dabble into Buddhism, or therapy, or just getting older. But you know me, I don't really care why. Hells, I *smile* at strangers, and it doesn't feel forced.
Although, it would be kinda nice to be able to tell you my secret so people could learn from me. Oh well, a guru I am not.