that was a busy weekend!
Pardon the no posts.
I'm struggling at work.
Struggling to be in the moment and accept what is...partly because I DON"'T KNOW WHAT IS.
well, what is going on in my bosses brain. Apparently I have *way* more responsibility than I gave myself credit for. And I got ragged on for it today. and I cried. Part of me felt like I knew this was coming. Like I knew I wasn't doing a good enough job.
I've never had to be this responsible before. Responsible for other peoples actions.
It doesn't help when people don't listen. Or don't do what I ask...I don't know if they are listening or not.
How do I be a good...supervisor? How do I have people do what needs to be done without sounding like a bitch.
I guess first is leading by example and not complaining anymore.
I tend to act kinda flippant and uncaring so I *don't* seem like a bitch...but that seems to lead people into thinking I don't care, so then they don't care.
And my boss seems to do things backwards, and we're all getting really tired of it.
I'm trying to live "loving-kindness". I keep forgetting.